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new layout. yep, again. [12 Dec 2003|09:20pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

simone legno rox0rs. his (her?) art is teh shiznit. so yea i got all inspired to make a new layout. anyway. why can't LJ be like greatestjournal and let us have oodles of icons? and free image hosting? *grumbles*

school is starting in like, three weeks. and i still haven't finished my amath homework and my lit poetry anthology crap is untouched. lucky i dropped physics otherwise i'd have a whole stack of physics to do also. is there bio? chem? anything else besides maths and lit? i feel like i've wasted the whole one and a half months we've had so far.

on other hand, i spent the whole day editing my dad's website which was very complicated so i feel all accomplished :D

was trying to download some QAF thingy then kazaa suddenly po0fed and the error message didn't make any sense at all so i can't figure out what went wrong. hello addie if you're reading this how much is the QAF dvd? :D

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[11 Dec 2003|02:44pm]
oh and happy birthday to brian molko.
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icooon pimping. [07 Dec 2003|09:58pm]
[ mood | awake ]

lmfao i forgot how funny stef's voice messages are but she reminded me tonight and i still keep bursting into laughter every few minutes when it crosses my mind.

she sang britney's 'i'm a slave 4 u'. because i told her that if she did so i would ask my uncle to buy her a 2004 qaf calendar when he goes to london soon-ish. and she fell for it so HAHA STEF. i would have asked him even if you hadn't sang because you're such a <3 friend but i bet you enjoyed singing so its all good. :)

go to my icon journal if you're bored. ima actually post new icons soon ^_^ and i'm sharing it with ili and she's this fantabuloustic artist-type person so yep. icons!

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color quiz! [05 Dec 2003|01:45pm]
you are mediumvioletred
#C71585

Your dominant hues are red and magenta. You love doing your own thing and going on your own adventures, but there are close friends you know you just can't leave behind. You can influence others on days when you're patient, but most times you just want to go out, have fun, and do your own thing.

Your saturation level is high - you get into life and have a strong personality. Everyone you meet will either love you or hate you - either way, your goal is to get them to change the world with you. You are very hard working and don't have much patience for people without your initiative.

Your outlook on life is brighter than most people's. You like the idea of influencing things for the better and find hope in situations where others might give up. You're not exactly a bouncy sunshine but things in your world generally look up.
the spacefem.com html color quiz


it matches my new layout, too. sort of.
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[21 Nov 2003|02:43pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

"I think the government has realised that gay people have no political ambitions. They don't want to be Prime Minister. Queen, maybe."
ha.. i want to watch hossan leong's stand-up comedian show thing.

and look, the ST's still using the RGS article to sell more papers. "RGS girls are not happy", indeed.

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slash makes the world go round! :D [10 Nov 2003|08:59pm]
[ mood | dizzy ]

suddenly felt the urge to read slash. i missed harry/draco slash. been caught up with blending lately but then i saw the pic in my documents that i made for joy's bday and decided i needed a slash fix! and underwater light gets nicer and funnier and squee-er everytime you read it so i read alll the chapters again :D and i read rhysenn's IP and some random mighty ducks thingies.
and this. ahhh :D *fans* placebo slash is da sexx. but bri/stef is nicer than bri/steve, in general.

HAS ANYONE ACTUALLY DONE THE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK o_O please say no.

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[04 Nov 2003|10:53pm]
agh joining boy_touching was immensely bad idea cos i just clicked on one of the links to the pics and my parents walked past me and agh.
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i found myself locked in a cell and i was just another number [29 Oct 2003|05:11pm]
[ mood | touched ]

realised that out of the 10 hours and 2 activities required per year for buckle house, i have 0 hours and 0 activities. so just now i went into a mild panic when it dawned that next year i've got to do 20 hours and 4 activities. and kenneth tan was saying sth about deliberately not contributing and such.. so in the end i was named IT rep. with kar wen (or something) from 210. so i'll be in the exco, how cool is that ha. considering i don't know any house cheers and i haven't been to a house practice since march 2001. and plus if im on the committee i have to go for every single house prac next year. which is ok i suppose. i'll get my 20 hours. and IT rep is counted as 1 activity. so i just need another 3 =\

did the chad michael murray blend :) and ili wasn't online, as usual. always telling me to GO ON MSN NOW! but then you never go :P

hee i was LJ-hopping from blend challenge site to blend challenge site and suddenly found myself in a community for boy touching so uh. i joined. and i've never seen so many VG fans in one concentrated area before. it makes me feel less weird about studiously hunting for VG caps every few days. oo and ewan mcgregor did it with an old japanese man in the movie the pillow book.

i might do the spice girls challenge. to keep ili company :D:D

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blend challenges :) [28 Oct 2003|04:41pm]
i was planning to stop using LJ and blurty. and i did, well enough but then i realised there were blend challenges on LJ to take part in which is so much more convenient than hunting for blend challenges myself. so. back comes LJ again. with a new layout.
maximonline has nice quality photo shoot thingies. o_O
it's bulan ramadhan so the layout is a bit. controversial, i guess, for some people who are more devout in their piety. but i don't mean anything by it la. it's just something i was blending so i thought would be quite wasted if i didn't put it anywhere.
sha's new userpics are muchos nice :)
ili you're supposed to be online looking for blend challenges with me and btw did you figure out the stroke technique yet? cos if not i can help you. :D
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[21 Sep 2003|07:26am]
okay i removed the entry. sorry.
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study break is an oxymoron [19 Sep 2003|09:51pm]
there is no language in our lungs
to tell the world just how we feel
no bridge of thought
no mental link
no letting out just what you think
there is no language in our lungs
there is no muscle in our tongues
to tell the world what's in our hearts
no we're leaving nothing
just chiselled stones
no chance to speak before we're bones
there is no muscle in our tongues
i thought I had the whole world in my mouth
i thought I could say what I wanted to say
for a second that thought became a sword in my hand
i could slay any problem that would stand in my way
i felt just like a crusader
lionheart, a holy land invader
but nobody can say what they really mean to say
the impotency of speech came up and hit me that day

you know, if you always hang around IRC and msn talking to people, it'll feel very weird not going online. but once you seriously rein yourself in and just manage to stay away for say, a week, you kind of don't want to go back to it anymore. maybe being on non-speaking terms with one of my favorite people to talk to aggravates the situation but still. like nowadays so malas to chat. everybody's words just seem to blur together into one big boring incomprehensible mess =|

bleh week was disgustingly draining. bio test, malay tests, amath, emath.. and next week we still have one more malay test to suffer through. got back some english stuff and ss test, i actually did better for ss than i expected to do. so. yay? mm.

was going to just slum around at home tomorrow reading chemistry and drinking milo but plans were disrupted when i realized i have to go for the sex talk tomorrow. bloody waste of 3 hours preaching about abstinence. =S
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[11 Sep 2003|05:17pm]
unh. now i sort of know what ili was talking bout when she was complaining bout my belated obssession with Where Is The Love and BEP in general, seeing as to how she'd been shamelessly pimping them for over a month but i didn't take any notice. And then going along with the commercial flow a month later when she was already so sick of the song :D

because now everyone's getting super-hyped over johnny depp when i've been talking about him since primary 5 which was 4 years ago. and everybody didn't take any notice >:| why does everyone only notice really dropdeadgorgeous people when they act in commercial movies? and any day now henry cavill will accept the role of cedric diggory and then everyone'll go nuts over him.

i want to watch PotC :(
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[11 Sep 2003|05:13pm]
ooh hey livejournal is muchos sexy now.

anw i'm home. i was home a long time ago but couldn't be bothered to haul ass all the way up onto LJ.. too busy catching up on dolls and MD fics and the like.
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blessed holidaysss are coming, finally [04 Sep 2003|10:04pm]
yay. going away tomorrow. singapore is so crap nowadays there's nothing in my singaporean sphere but work and exams and o levels which basically revolve around the same thing. 23 more days to EOYs, and i haven't remotely begun my revision.

kind of weird knowing i probably can empathize with someone i don't particularly like. can't say for sure, but from what i read it just seems totally like my situation except there weren't any big fissures in the thing it just broke down for no apparent reason. anyway no point bothering about it because it doesn't concern me in the least. i don't even think i'm supposed to know it's happening o_O

shaaaaaa. i dont think i can go out with mff during the sept hols.. i can't go ANYWHERE until lepas exams. =( i miss you though. and i'm tryna stay off msn also so er i will only talk to you through blurty and lj. *hugs the twinny*

nerg.. pars isn't gonna read this.. but sorry pars anyway. i got all snappy during bio cos jer and pars were getting all panicky over the looming exams and their argument was getting all jarring especially with both of them on either side of me yelling frantically in their attempts to outdo each other's stupidity. so i told them both to just shut up and listen and they were like o_O meep sorry pars :(

i finished the acedia doll. no time to upload it maybe during sept hols or sth. hm.
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woot haircuts! [03 Sep 2003|10:11pm]
[ mood | nerdy ]

i have short hair! shorter, anyway. straighter too. the lady sprayed some weird crapola on it so it became all flat and then flippy at the ends. quite ain-like, actually, but longer. heh stef believed i cut it to sam/cass-length. gullible people are such fun to mess with, no?

anyway. how come hairdressers always have ugly hair themselves. the lady who was cutting mine had green streaks in front and murky purplish-pink streaks at the back. and the middle was just some grayish blur. i have nothing against streaks because they look so hawt on some people but the woman in question was what, 55? so her natural hair color is already that oldwoman shade of dirty gray, add badstreakjob and it looks like a cross between one of em round lettuce things and the purple cabbage thingamajig. HER HAIR WAS UGLY x| but she cut my hair and it turned out okay, so whatever.

the no apologies sex talk was a waste of time basically it didn't tell us anything we didn't already know. but the regina woman [felicia says regina sounds like vagina, how apt for a person conducting a sex talk] was talking about this 'toy' called fingerblasters (sp?) and she was like "so you stick your finger in here" and etc etc so jerrine was getting all squeamy :D connotative fun. nyeh.. but i get disgruntled when adults think they're so cool and oh-i-can-relate-to-your-teenagerdom-ish just by mentioning BGR. it's as though they're implying that as a teenager we craaave for boys and sex but don't dare to talk about it. frankly rgs girls don't really need a talk about sex because we know all the stuff about safe sex and STDs etc etc. something along the lines of sexuality might be more interesting since EVERYBODY already talks about sex so urgh i dunno. like rachel ever-the-lesbian-rights-activist was grumbling about "save myself for the guy i'm gonna spend the rest of my life with? who says i'm going to spend the rest of my life with a guy? guys are disgusting dicks are disgusting." so like, they should arrange for a talk on alternative relationships. then they can talk about slash :D ulterior motives, whee.

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[01 Sep 2003|09:32pm]
SURVEY! stolen from 3SC's blurtehCollapse )

okay. i wanted to skip school but i can't because EOYs are fast approaching and i am extremely unprepared. anyway i don't have to do pidato tomorrow because i have no voice therefore going to school doesn't matter. and yay i'll have a legitimate excuse to ignore teachers' questions.

si cilik dk looked fun. i didn't go. my weekend was abysmal :(

i made ili a dolly :)

watched MD1/Champions and MD2 today so :D:D:D:D Banks hugged Conway like anything at the end of the final game in D2.
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[28 Aug 2003|06:44pm]
I NEVER KNEW THERE WAS MIGHTYDUCKS SLASH. BUT NOW I DO. SO IMA PROBABLY BE NEGLECTING JOURNALS FOR A BIT WHILE I MELT INTO CHARLIE/ADAM NESS AND OMG PORTMAN/FULTON.

scream.

as in h/d is good and all but the visual evidence isn't very there like in the movies except for the occasional brush against each other. but charlie and adam were all hugging each other and portman and fulton were all over each other in the movie so :D:D

Then again, it’s taking a long time for him to check Adam’s wrist.

Occasionally they glance at each other, with small smiles.

This is one of those moments when I just know they’re together
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[26 Aug 2003|10:34pm]
okay blah this is a total waste of lj space for all the rest of you it's just meant to say thank you to somebody cos you turned off your hp :P and i don't wanna call cos erh lack of finances eh. anyway thank you for everythin mwah. <3
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Reminisce [24 Aug 2003|09:51pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

K this week will suck I can sense it -_- First Blurty's server is updating, so yay but my Blurty is affected and I like updating on that layout because it looks all nice and filled. Bad sign #1. Then I just remembered that tomorrow I have to hand in the gay essay, functional writing, and probably History file. My functional writing which i very painstakingly wrote out is missing. And my hist file has been missing since.. July? But I didn't think to search for it because it didn't occur to me that we'd have to hand it in.

Tomorrow is Controle. I have not studied for Controle because I dunno what's tested. Similarly, I have not studied for hist source-based because I dunno what's tested and even if I did my textbook is somewhere in the depths of my locker. Lit presentation is incomplete because nobody sent me their stuff except Yun Nian. Fruzuck schroozool x)

Mmh. Was watching What Women Want and I fell asleep after the sex bit. Then I woke up and ate Oreos and lay around half-dazed on the semi-bed semi-sofa thing. iQah called :P She said I sounded like I was gonna cry well I wasn't k. Just sleepy. She sounds so like Sha and she talks like Sha <3 Yay we might be going out next Friday or sth. Ain, wanna go? Can go drop by Rosyth first maybe. Wanted to talk more/properly but my mother was hovering behind me doing her vulture thing so sorry iqah i had to get off the phone x)

Mm today was fun.. spent dying over Vincent Larusso's cuteness in the Mighty Ducks trilogy. There are too few webmasters online who like the Mighty Ducks trilogy >:| And all those forums for MD fans are full of hyper people who can't spell for shxt. As in I feel mean but I get weirded out by people who use nicks like [insert name]'s girl i.e. BanksGrl4EvAh289283 etc. K getting sidetracked. My point was that Vincent Larusso is cute. And Aaron Lohr. And Elden Ratliff. And Joshua Jackson to a certain extent, even though he looks a bit strange now his hair is all bowl-y and stuff. :)

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[24 Aug 2003|04:55pm]
My LiveJournal Sitcom
The foreversended Show (NBC, 5:00): foreversended (Amanda Plummer) convinces faqeehah (Christina Applegate) to buy a iPod. Soon afterwards, babywestlife64 (Brad Pitt) bites aisyah (Mimi Rogers). Later that day, muzika (Horatio Sanz) unknowingly gets high before a meeting with infusionetwork (John Turturro). The next day, ili (Seth Green) hypnotizes hairil_1985 (Tia Carrere) but it doesn't work. The week after, nasty_girl (Michael J. Fox) plays chess against almamaterk3lly (Mickey Rourke), who doesn't know how. Everyone learns a valuable lesson.
What's Your LiveJournal Sitcom? (by rfreebern)



WHY is ili seth green? o_O hehe sha is brad pitt i crush sha :)
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